attention people!!! really important thing here!!!
gRaCe TaN's 14th birthday is on 28th novemember, next month!!!
*smiles sweetly- i want my presents, please!! ((check out my fully updated wishlist!)) hahas! *smirks- i'm rock the bhb's world!!!

the report book is back. i'm sooo screwed! 3 subjects failed again!! i'm now in sec 3I!! all my good friends are gone, all in sec 3H! so unfair!! i'm soooo gonna miss lynnly the "cool" rhombus & jazzy the dumb blonde teenage dinosaur with equalitrial side and all the others close friends of mine!!! mabbie i'll even miss those on my bitch list?!? *sighhs- i wanna go to sec 3F!! #21- is there!! not fair! not fair! not fair! sec 3I got people i noe, but noone that i'm close with. mabbie i'll be the next class loner! cool!!! not.

holidays are starting as from today!! i'm loving it!! hahas! i can't wait! outtings and loads of sleep!! late nights and late days early afternoons here i come!!! hahas! no more pencils! no more books! no more teachers dirtyy looks!!!

i got this from lynnly's chinese comman test 4 paper, one of her many interesting doddles! "dodidumdedidodedummm... die dude!!!" funny crapp, hahas!

watched singapore idol just now, screw it! i hate it! how the hell could they kick christopher out?!? i mean, like hello!! he has the same name as my second crush!! it's such a cute name! and he has the looks!! so what if his voice don't rock? after a few more months of professional training, it'll be perfect!! but looks is something training can't help, if you're a crow, no amount of makeup can turn you into a eagle or something! i sooo wanted leandra to get her butt kicked! this sucks.

i was on msn with benn and we were talking and all. the convo was kindda weird and a bit funny. and she wants me to put it up on my diaryland. and i have to do it cause of the deal we made. so yeah, it's here. smash is ben and screwtheworld is me.

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
HEY MY PRETTY BABE!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
hey you losertical asshole.

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
do you hate me that much?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
not really.

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
why would i?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
all you did was piss me off. nothing much, really.

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
yeah yeah, lose the sacrasm will ya?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
whateverr. *rolls eyes-

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
SO! After all the sweet things I've risk my life for you...

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
have your feelings changed?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
nope.

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
i still think of you as a total piggy. OINKS!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
ha. ha. ha.

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
How very funny. I wonder why I'm not laughing?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
you just did.

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
oh.

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
no, really. seriously, tell me how you really feel.

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
the total truth.

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
really?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
hmmmms...

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
k la!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
ure nice, sweet, caring and HOT!!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
and i'm kindda falling for you.

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
Serious?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
yupps!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
Heyyyyy!!!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
???

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
That means my flirting skills still do work!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
huhh?

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
I almost thought my TALENTS were all GONEEE!!!!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
okayyyy~

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
You sound boring today, what's up in your head girl?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
now that you say it... ARGHHHHH!!!!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
I DIDN'T GET INTO THE SAME CLASS AS #21-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
That's it?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
WHAT?!?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
THIS IS A MAJOR BIGGG ISSUE HERE!!!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
I still don't see what YOU see in her.

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
don't go there.

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
REALLY!!!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
She has NO nothing that's special about her!!!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
she's cute! and her eyes are sooooooo nicee!!!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
GOOSEBUMPS ALERT!!!!!!!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
She's NOT cute AT ALL!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
you're just jealous. HUMPS!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
Of WHAT?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
of the FACT that she's super cute!!!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
Do you really think I'll get jealous that she's cute when she obviously is NOT?!?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
do NOT insult her!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
Fine!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
stupiddddd!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
Loser Bebah!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
KukuNehneh!!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
What the fuck is that?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
i dunnoe~

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
it just came into my head.

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
that's lame.

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
like you're not?

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
i'm not.

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
admit it!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
Ok! Grace Tan Li Ling is LAME!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
Happy?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
NOT!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
NOT!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
NOT!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
NOT!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
You just prove my point baby.

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
.....

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
whateverr!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
What's with your nick?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
it's NICE!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
Mine's better.

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
you think breaking of your own skull is nicer then screwing the world?!?

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
sre you sure you're the ben i noe?

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
Yeap!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
i tot ben loves screwing people?

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
I SURE DO!!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
pervert!!!!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
At least that's better then biteing people's backsides.

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
I DO NOT!!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
You fren said you did.

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
jaslyn was just joking dumbo!!

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
That's a lame joke.

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
You must have been the one who started it!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
so what if i did?

smash your skull with a hammer and hear your brain expode. says:
Then you're the cutest joker in my world!

screwtheworld;
youareallthaticareabout. says:
GROSSSS!

end of convo. stupid one. ben thinks it'll be oh-so romantic. yeah right, it makes me wanna puke. yuckk!

about ben, i guess these lines would match it. "i played with your heart
and got lost in the game." i made a bet with her, lost and doing the 1 month deal we made. and i'm sort of falling for her of something. nahs, i dun mind ben reading this, cause that's what i told her. and she's pretty cool about it, uhh, i think. mabbie she'll stand a chance after the deal. hahas. if i can get over #21-, that is.

i just read one of my first long forgotten wicca book. i cant find the next series book after it. there's this really weird feeling i had while reading it. it's like, i feel i want to know more about it again, just like last time. mabybe i'll be heading into the wicca path again, we'll see how it'll go.

close your eyes
give me your hand, darling
do you feel my heart beating
do you understand
do you feel the same
am i only dreaming
or is this burning
an eternal flame

guess that part of the song somehow or less described what im feeling now. my feelings for her. sometimes i wonder if she would ever like me the way i do to her. if ever while i'm freaking out of not being in the same class as her, would she be doing the same? or am i only dreaming? *sighhs- maybe i let my mind do those twists and turns, wind up a whole new fairytale of me and her, but god knows maybe she does the same? *scorns- yeah, right. i wishh.

i read something of her's just now. its exactly how i felt about the times of her and me, though i know its not implying on me, but let me dream and keep my hopes high. till the day it all comes crashing down on me, killing me softly. damnit, i miss her.

i still rememeber that i have a lot of things to write, bu i kindda forgotten what are those things. damn, but nememind. next time when i do rememeber, i shall edit this entry yeaps? shall go off now! takarrie! love lots, miss much! *big wide grins- =))

maybe i let my mind do those twists and turns. spinning up new fairytales of you and i, but you should know that one thing's true; iloveyou.